Be Wary of the Temptation to Stop Short & Settle

I find it interesting that this year, 2022, has 3 twos in it. The number 2 represents union, division & verification of facts. It makes me wonder if there is any sort of significance? Like, what would these 3 things multiplied by 3 look like for the year ahead?

At first glance, it feels kinda opposite that both division & union are in the same definition, but not when you consider this:

Division must happen before union can be complete. In order to cleave, one must leave.

As I read about the journey of Terah, Abraham’s father, the definition of 2 came to mind.

Genesis 11 tells how Terah takes his family & “moves AWAY from Ur of the Chaldeans.” The land probably reminded him of the death of his 1st son,  Haran, but it was also rife with polytheism.

The very next sentence, however, tells us that they didn’t make their intended destination, but rather stopped short & settled in Haran. It makes one wonder if the grief was too great, so he stopped short & settled in a place he names Haran?

Sometimes when the Lord sets a journey before us, it requires leaving something behind so we might cleave to what’s ahead.  The danger in the journey, however, is the temptation to settle along the way.

As we stand at the brink of a new year, we all have individual journeys ahead.

Where is the Lord leading? Like Abram, He may not give the end destination, but He will give marching orders for today that might require a leaving of self, to cleave to what He intends.

Or maybe it’s a leaving of:

• a habit to create a new one

• a circumstance to embrace a new one

Whatever it may be, union with God’s Way 1st requires division.

If we stand with our Lord 360 days from now & look back on our year, will we bear witness together to the facts that we left whatever was holding us back to cling to Him & His Way?

Father, thank you for the reminder that cleaving requires leaving. Show us what we’re clinging to that may be holding us back from the good You intend.

Every time we see 2022, may we be reminded that Your Way requires division so that we might have union with You. May our lives verify the facts that we didn’t settle along the way for something less than what You intend!

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January 5th One Year Bible Readings

💡GENESIS 11:1-13:4

💡MATTHEW 5:1-26

💡PSALM 5:1-12

💡PROVERBS 1:24-28

When God Tells You to Abandon The Ark

It was 1 year ago that the Lord began to speak very clearly about something I didn’t want to hear. My husband & I, along with a few others, spent the last 12ish years helping create a new model in education -  a hybrid academy whose primary aim was to develop servant leaders who would shape culture rather than being shaped by it.

Even as I write the intertwined vision & mission, I’m reminded of the amazing things God created through a group of educated folks with no degree in education 😂

This morning as I read about Noah & how the ark rested on top of Mt. Ararat, I had an immediate thought:

The ark rested, but Noah could not.

The very thing he spent a good 75 years building served its purpose & soon the Lord would tell him to essentially abandon the ark.

I’m not sure how Noah felt, but it caused empathy memories rise like wisps in my heart.

When the Lord began to give evidence that my time at the school was coming to a close, I resisted for a good 3 months.😬

I kept asking the Lord for 1 more sign that I was really hearing Him tell me that my end date was near.

By the end of January, I had 40 facts gathered - yep, same number of days it rained 😂 It took 40 confirmations through Scripture, conversations, songs & circumstances for me to finally be convinced that the Lord was instructing me, like Noah, to abandon the very thing I helped build…blood, sweat & tears were shed over the years as we built something that seemingly lacked a blueprint.

Sometimes, God calls us to do something inexplicable like He did Noah. We might be coasting along in a boat we built only to have it rest so that we might not.

Starting over is hard. It’s even harder when you leave behind something you helped create. And yet? Following the Father is worth abandoning any ark we helped build!

I’m grateful for His gentle wooing away for I now sit in a new place that would’ve been unfathomable had you told me then 😉

Father, help us follow your wooing ways. Sometimes they seem scary, like we’re starting from scratch, but we trust You. Your blueprints for our lives always build something beautiful! May we abandon any ark that’s holding us back from the much that is beyond its walls!

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January 4th One Year Bible Readings

💡GENESIS 8:1-10:32

💡MATTHEW 4:12-25

💡PSALM 4:1-8

💡PROVERBS 1:20-23

The Quiet of Sleep Helps Put Things Where They’re Supposed to be: Into The Father’s Care

The other day my son asked my thoughts about using melatonin as a sleep aid.

I thought it funny that he asked because just the week prior, I kept awakening & strategizing how to fix things-relationally in our family & task-wise in my job. It had been going on for a while so I decided to take some melatonin to stop the midnight strategizing.

The problem with melatonin usage, however, is that it can cause crazy dreams (of which I’m super susceptible) & it’s not meant for long-term use.

Today when I read Psalm 3, written by David about his time hiding from his son Absalom, I was surprised by something.

His son forcefully overtakes the throne & pursues his father for the sole purpose of killing him.

David has a mighty army with a litany of valiant victories, but he flees with hopes that his rebellious son would repent. As David lays in hiding with no melatonin in reach, he does something extraordinary: He sleeps!

His entire kingdom is being overthrown by his own son & yet he sleeps!

He writes, 

• You, O LORD, are a shield around me

• You are the one who holds my head high

• I cried out to the LORD, & he answered me

• I lay down & slept, yet I woke up in safety, for the LORD was watching over me

This mighty man of God had faced many perilous moments, but running for his life from his own son was a first. 

And yet? He turns to The One Who is his Shield, the Lord who holds his head while he sleeps.

Isn’t that a beautiful visual? When my guys were little, there was nothing more tender than when they’d fall asleep on my shoulder.

That’s what the Father desires for us! That we would turn to Him, lay our boulders of care at His feet, then crawl up into His lap, confident of His care, knowing that He has, is & will continue to watch over us while we sleep.

Father, thank You melatonin that helps sleep & thank You more for the miraculous kinda melatonin that’s produced from Your Presence. May we turn to The One Who watches over us while we sleep, dropping our burdens at Your feet & taking our thoughts captive while we nestle into Your shoulder. Let us awaken like David after a long nights sleep, & proclaim, “I am not afraid, for victory comes from You, O Lord.”

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January 3rd One Year Bible Readings

💡GENESIS 5:1-7:24

💡MATTHEW 3:7-4:11

💡PSALM 3:1-8

💡PROVERBS 1:10-19